Letters.

Imagine being skinny. Imagine having a gap between your thighs, collarbones you can catch rainwater in, and hipbones that protrude. Imagine feeling light, being 120lbs. Imagine having thin arms and wrists. Imagine being seen as "that skinny girl who only eats healthy/doesn't eat". If you're not even a little happy, you can always change back. Your "eating disorder" and restricting doesnt have to take away your friends, joy, grades. Food won't make you happy long term. Feeling your bones does. Binging and purging doesn't make you happy. It makes you irritated and lazy. I motivate you. I give you mental strength and bring you closer to the goals you've been obsessed with for years. Don't have the time spent on this be wasted. You're strong. You can be thin. You can be whoever you want to be. A Wintergirl. I believe in you. I'm here for you. Listen to me, believe in yourself, stay strong. Stay busy. Think thin. Starve on. Love, Ana.

Ana,
I'm not fighting you anymore.
I'm embracing you.
Welcome.
Love, Catt.

Originally it started as a note to self. As I started on the third sentence, Ana's voice took over.