Quite a lot has happened since I last posted. Let's go with the order of the title.
First off, I (most likely) have a stomach ulcer. I went to the doctor, told him that's what I thought it was, and now I'm in meds for it. It's been killing me, and my diet, the past couple days.
Eating is the only way to make the EXCRUCIATING pain go away. So I have an upwards of 1000 calories every day. Don't purge, kids. Especially if you drink coffee... And smoke... And do lots of bad things for your poor internal organs.
On the topic of failure -- I've eaten do much that I'm dangerously close to my highest weight. I'm at 175lbs of fat. (I'm not sure if I just typed 1175 or 175. I can't see what I'm writing cause the blogger app sucks.)
I am a gigantic blob of fat failure. I plan on gestating back on track tomorrow (600 calories) until I stop having stomach pain. Then I'm doing some fasting.
Good news! I'm on antidepressants. And it's a kind that often makes you lose your appetite!! I'm so excited. I've been feeling so shit lately. It's making it hard to function in society and do basic things like remove blanket and put feet on the floor in the morning.
Anyways, that's all.
Hopefully a full report of stats and plans tomorrow. Stay strong!
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