Realization.

Today I read something that really got me thinking. The difference between thin and fat people is fattitude. Thin people don't have fattitude, which is the thing that makes us ana/mia girls binge. In order to be thin we have to completely surrender and stop seeing food as something that is there for us, something to comfort us. We have to stop looking at it like a friend, a forbidden treat. It. Is. Poison. It's not something worth eating. Yes, a certain amount of food is needed to keep us breathing. That's fuel. It's eaten so we don't pass out and we can get through our days and workouts. ...but that is all it is. True, having delicious fuel is always great, but it's so much more rewarding to put clean and nutritious calories in our bodies.
So today was my last binge, and I'm giving up my fattitude, and my lust for naughty foods. I'm embracing a thin girl's mind. Food is NOT a friend. It's fuel.