Thursday, 20 September 2012

Foods Class

Surprisingly, it isn't even difficult for me to avoid eating in here. I just give everything to my partner. She eats so much, it's insane. And she's not even fat. Just a little chubby. Thinner than me, even.
Ugh.
I have a big cut on my knuckle from purging yesterday. I think I need to stop for awhile. My everything needs a break from it.
Good thing I have no desire to eat.
I woke up this morning feeling empty, thin, and non bloated. I'm feeling my collarbones as I type this. I hope I'm back down to 165 when I weigh on Saturday, because I've only had one non-purged binge this week (and it didn't even bring me above 1500kcal).
Thin. Thin. Think. Thin.
Only liquids tonight. I found my blender, so I'm having a green smoothie for dinner. Mom also bought Greek yogurt. She never does that. I'm so happy.
My sister just started volleyball and cheer leading, and she's getting so thin. She's been complaining about her body though, and mom has challenged me to help everybody start eating clean. Challenge a-fucking-cepted. I'll be making dinner 3x a week, breakfast, lunches. I'll know what's going into everyones bodies.
I'm also vegetarian now. I'll try for vegan eventually.
My iPod is going to die. I shall post later.

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