(Canadian) Thanksgiving is less than a week away... yikes. So basically I'm on a pumpkin spree. I'm making pumpkin everything, and I'm trying to get my house decorated... but I'm like, super lazy, and I have work and school and blah blah blah. I really want to do some festive baking but I'm scared I'll eat it. Ugh.
Anyway, lately I've been doing decently with food. My last binge was Friday night, and I purged 3/4 of it. Yesterday I ate nothing. I drank a few too many cappuccinos, and a few too many beers, but I burned practically all of it off at work, and then walking around afterwards. I weighed this morning and I lost again. I'm stoked.
This morning I had 444 calories (Frittata + Cliff bar) and 64 calories in a homemade pumpkin spice latte. I'm going to burn most of it at work (-340), and I might work out before bed (Ab work?). Anyway, I'm satisfied with today, because even with my liquid cals and what not I'm following the ABC. My NET has fallen in to the restrictions all but Friday. Today is 300 calories, and with work my NET is 168. Granted, I'll probably have a small English toffee + a bunch of black coffee at work, so it'll probably end up at about 300.
I'm liquid fasting until tomorrow at noon, where my friend is going to buy me subway (350 cals), which keeps me under the 400 cal limit. After that, I'm restarting liquid fasting at 1pm. It ends on Saturday, whenever we have Turkey dinner. I'm going to try not to binge... but if I do, I can't purge, and I'm actually really nervous about it. Especially since I have to weigh that morning.
Fasting is getting easier.
I'm getting thinner.
But I feel bigger than ever.
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